sometimes i decide to wander through empty hallways
soaking in what once was
in a time long before i left the dream
old friends
and enemies
and memories
their echoes linger on through twilight soaked doorways
into the distant, but near past
part of me wonders how i will be looked upon
how my memories will echo into the future
i wonder if anyone will search for me
like i did for her
i almost wish i could have been there
although im not sure if it did anyone good even back then
i really hope i get to experience it for myself
im really afraid of what comes next
i think we are racing toward the edge of a cliff
which i doubt we will ever be able to climb again
hopes and dreams smashed against the rocks below
i dread the idea of reaching that day with regret still in my heart
i know what i need to do, but i have no idea how to do it
im desperately trying to love myself