something feels wrong
ive always known i was different
but i didn't realize how much so
i wish i could connect with others again
but it feels as though there is a vast ocean between us
i fear it may swallow me
how can it be?
that once upon a time i felt as though another existed within me
and i within them
i don't understand, why now, it has become this way
i crave that feeling again
i miss being loved
i miss being understood
please, someone
i just need you to try